An Adamant Darkness

Impervious as it seems the hold of right is inevitable to the likes of thee, destruction is set upon to those who can do none but kneel. their end is coming of near, what shall ye do?
alas the darkness set upon the Black King is growing more and more powerful. Holding to the last remnant of light that she has the Mistress of Life clings to the small and remaining power that she yields, not knowing when and how long it's hold will last, still praying for the rise of her shards. Praying that they still have the ability to mature and muster enough power to hold and void the Black Kings hold upon the land.

My best's Agony

I just can't stop laughing yesterday due to a certain situation that happened to us at the mall

Major Chakras

Just finished reading the cleansing chakra book. Been following the instructions for a week and I'm really having positive vibes. I'll be posting the instrucions on my other blog that's linked on the top since this is actually my personal blog. ahehehe hope this would actually help others as it help me.

Inside the world of women

November 29 2011 another event with my Bestfriend, today we went on a bloggers meet model stuff thing that was launched by a known cosmetics company and again as my friends personal photographer I get to tag along, when we arrive on the place the first thing that came into my mind was "God the place is so pink!" the decor the stuff almost everything was pink totally for girls. Luckily My best manage to have our close friend tag along which was also a girl to come with us, So I felt a bit confident cause there was more of us. and so again I managed to hone my photography skills since I'm still practicing. after that we enjoyed strolling along the Fort since the event was held there so again I lavished at the Ooh so extravagant place and really appreciated at how clean the place was. and since my bestfriend is a make up fanatic she managed to find out the schedule of the product launch and again as the always reliable sidekick hehehehe I will be there again. I really enjoy how my Best tags me along to these events makes me socialize more with people, which I do not so often do, plus, I get to collect some info on stuff hehehe knowledge is power as they say!

Feeling so Doomed yet so Strong!

Recently I've been rejected again due to a certain condition yet I did not feel that bad like the usual me. maybe I have been improving my self esteem hahahaha I took these pictures when I really felt good about myself and to see the hard work that Ive earned from going to the gym I really consider gaining a bit a real achievement specially since Ive been so thin since highschool!

for that I really enjoy listening to this song right now! and I really feel like liberating myself right now! so I attached some of my pictures of me that I think show how good I feel about myself hahahaha

and of course listening to this song of skillet shows what I feel right now!! hahaha

Lyrics-Dead Inside

V1
To find this love of mine
Id walk through wind and fire
Forever and always

These hollow hands reach out
For you to touch me now
Forever and always

Chorus
Dead inside
My heart and soul flatlines
Put your mouth on mine
And bring me back to life
Dead inside
No other satisfies
My blood runs dry
Take my life
Save me from this death inside

V2
I cant escape this love
I want it the way it was
Forever and always
Dont you leave me here
Alone in all this fear
Forever and always

Bridge
I cant escape this love
I want it the way it was
You remind me of a time
When I felt alive

a Productive month

Hmmm been quite busy lately haven't had much time to slack off hahahaha been very thankful though. It started when my bestfriend decided to go back to the gym of course I as the all around friend must be there to assist her in her everlasting quest gahahahaha anyway it wasn't all a waste she manage to lose some pounds. after that certain Gym schedule all week suddenly had events I had to go here had to go there and had to go everywhere It was a bit hard specially on the working part But I'm very thankful manage to get free Buffet Food hahahaha one of my fave schedules was when I helped my sister on her school parade ahahaha atlesast I felt being an older brother again and experience going back to school and thanks to a request I manage to get my bestfriend to Tag along I also enjoyed making the costume even though I just used some old materials ever so thankful for my Best's skills in makeup allowing my sister to look her part!

I Must Pull Myself Together

Again feeling so Low yet trying to pull myself together, for some reason the past is repeating itself unto me, the first depression that I've felt like this cause me to fall so low unto darkness that I'm currently fearing this! but the pain is not as like it was before I just hope I survive this one as well! this song from skillet is really in my mood right now. It's really helpful listening to this song right now.

V1
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anybody care
if my time was up Id wanna know
You were happy I was there

if I wasnt here tomorrow would anyone lose sleep
if I wasnt hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me

Pre
I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that Id like better
I can never forget, so dont remind me of it forever

Chorus
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all

V2
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I got nothin and going nowhere

Post bridge
I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that Id like better
Can you help me forget, dont wanna feel like this forever

Outro
If I left tomorrow would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere

Lord please do help me!